Abandoned.

to those who willing to listen to my heart,

so there’s this guy, i’d call him my boyfriend, but to be honest i don’t even know where we stand at this point. we got into some stupid argument few days ago, and that’s when things jus went downhill. the last time i spoke to him was last sunday. i tried calling him but he rejected my call. all i wanted was to talk to him, see where we stood, or maybe even try to work things out with him…it hurt me soo much because i felt as if everything was all my fault. i know its wrong to blame myself for all of this, but i honestly dont know what else to do. all i ever seem to do now is just cry, sometimes i even cry myself to sleep. i don’t even want to go out anymore, i feeel so depressed. i just wish he would call, and clear this up.  i wish he was here, i wish we were alright. at this point, i don’t even know whether i should LET GO or JUST KEEP HOLDING ON? every single day, i’m ALWAYS hoping that he’d call and tell me he still loves me, but as each day proceeds i’m gettin weaker and weaker inside. i’m losing my faith. i’m losing hope. i just don’t know how he could let go so easily, after all the things he said, i just dont know anymore. all i want is for him to tell me if it’s over, and make things a little easier on me, but he wont even talk to me. i feel like he just abandoned me. craps. im tired. ;'(

About Radie & Adi

Penulis, Radie gadis dari Sarawak & Adi jejaka dari Semenanjung. Minat dalam aktiviti sukan lasak, aktiviti makan-makan, bergusti sesama sendiri, menerokai serta menjelajah ke tempa baru penuh semula jadi yang belum dijamah pembangunan serta melihat dan cuba menilai segenap sudut budaya di serata negeri mengikut pandangan peribadi serta perspektif kami sendiri. Melalui penulisan yang dapat adi n radi nukil kan diharap dapat memberi sedikit informasi dan maklumat berguna tentang tempat tempat makan menarik di malaysia ataupun kepada yang sukakan ketenangan dan aktiviti yang dapat lari sejenak dari hiruk pikuk kota,kami juga ada menyediakan pandangan dan pengalaman kami setelah kami telah melalui semua pengalaman dan keterujaan berikut.. berharap dengan

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